Of course you feel like that. I'm actually not on a lot because I am very self conscious, but I cannot edit my profile to make it to my current standards.
I will try and be on, considering I still have this ship on (Although as I continue editing Bella, she is becoming someone who I don't know would have a relationship) and it's the only thing keeping Vincent here, as I am in a wall on making him interesting to me.
I'm currently going to ask my parents to allow Deviantart on my computer, so I can get rid of this horrendous profile pic and such.